Reflections on one year of poker.
I’m not sure how long ago it was when I first played poker in Montana. But on February 23, 2009 I took my first real step into playing poker for money by depositing some money on Full Tilt. Since then a lot has happened. The first phase was a prolonged period of about 10 months of poker obsession. At this point, I’m over the obsession, but I doubt I’ll ever be able to give up the game. Either way, here are the highlights of this year:
- Online, I’m still a $.10/.25 player where I’m pretty much a break even player. I can’t ever seen to prolong any kind of winning streak. Currently I’m probably down roughly $250 online with most of that lost over the first 4 months of playing.
- Live, I’m a solid $1/2 player. I’m way up playing live, though my recent foray into Florida poker did wash away a significant share. I believe I’m up around $1000 playing live.
- I’ve read around 20 poker books, most of which I’ve reviewed on this blog.
- I’ve played live in around 15 different places including: Atlantic City, Tunica, Minnesota, Wisconsin, Indiana, Florida and Oregon.
- I’ve still never been to Vegas.
- I’ve written a little over 60 posts on my experience. This blog gets very few visits (which isn’t terribly surprising because I write more for me than for anyone else). I get most of my visits thanks to a single post I made about playing at a Rockford Charitable Games event, a night I didn’t really enjoy.
- My online tournament ROI is positive.
- I’ve determined that I prefer the cash game to tournaments a lot.
- I can’t decide whether I’m ever going to be very good at this game, though I am still very hopeful. I suspect my discipline it my main problem.
Here’s an interesting observation for the starting player. Early on, you’ll see a lot of posts about bad beats and unfairness. Now you see very few of those. I think this is for 2 reasons: because I’ve learned how to bet to push people off of draws when I want and because I want people to commit a lot of chips in situations where they are behind. More often than not, they will lose. When they don’t I just remind myself how many times it has come out in my favor.
Anyway, thanks for reading and offering any thoughts you’ve had along the way. I appreciate the support and encouragement.
Hey Badbeats,
I totally understand what you’re going through. Every so often I start to hate poker because at times it was the only thing I wanted to do. I came home and played poker, I played poker in my league but then I get sick of it. It becomes almost a job and that’s not what I wanted from it.
I hope that you’ll continue to post and stuff. I’ve enjoyed your observations and perspective and I wish you the very best bro.
I’ll be on the lookout for you next post!
BB
Sorry for digging out an older post, but I’ve only come across your blog just now, and I’m already on my way to becoming a regular visitor
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I share some of your thoughts on the game, allthough I only play NL25 stakes when I’m feeling really lucky. And it get’s me into trouble more often then not
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Cash games > MTTs, that’s for sure…
Keep on writing about your poker experience, I’m sure others will benefit from it as well.